I was damn near in tears checkin my messages
I mean she put on a show that you CAN'T stage She was my reality check, cuz we the same age Its been a while, I can't front like I ain't phased See a person long enough you know you bound to get fly wit emĬare for em, be more than high and by wit em If I had to have 'em I couldn't fathom me lastin, likeįew of them, she even helped a nigga get in Its dudes with problems I couldn't imagine havin So i couldn't just sit there like 'FUCK rappin' Look, its three types of niggas in this world ya know Leadin all the way see these trials and tribulationsįoul situations with some mild stipulationsīut somethin 'bout dude makes bad shit worse More than a rapper I pay attention to detailīut how I do in retail tells me if I prevail I'm a artist, I paint pictures, I don't rhyme words I reintroduced myself to the world, I'M JERZ They tryna low ball me, do him like Joe Torre Maybe I should pick up a pen and try 'n force it Maybe I'm exhausted, maybe I just lost it When I proposed to the game I figured life was merryĥ years later I'm feelin like Tyler Perry Yesterday was better off, didn't even know itĬomplete role reversal so it's usless these days I'm tryin not to black, I'm like a nigga wit a complex She just takin everything I say out of context I wanna scream at her, catch myself before I start toĪnd then remember it takes two people to argue Middle child, wish me and my brother was closer Wanna play the hood and not fuck with the toasters I wish I could see a day wit no he say, she say, just wanna see Trey I wish they saw me as Mouse and not a meal ticket I want me and my old homeboys to still kick it Wanted a deal, I got it and couldn't deal wit it I just wanted the world to see that I was for real wit it Until I learned most girls in videos is pidgeons Once I got it shit wasn't even cool to me I dropped outta school to be a dude with mad jewelry I was just a Juvenile movin in Slow Motion 'Member comin up dudes talkin bout hoes, boastin Wouldn't get suits them shits was made to be broken Look, they say tomorrow's not promised, but if it was I wouldn't get open but it seems like that's not enoughĪ lot of things have changed from what I see